Nydia is my "past" best friends mother. i dont know what split me and her daughter apart but this is for Tiffy even though we arnt friends anymore. i couldnt call you b/c you said you never wanted to talk to me agian last year. and this is the only way i can say i am sorry for your mom passing away. and i dont know weather to give you congrats or what about you being preg i know you wanted a baby and all but with out your mom i dont know how youll work things out. i wish you would call me i miss you so much. i had a dream about us seeing each other and being friends like nothing happend but thats impossible cause nothing is like it was. you are no longer a teen with me your gonna be a mom. and i know you wont read this b/c you dont have my s/n or my da account but i had to get this out expecially about your mother b/c she was a great person and she loved you. so Tiffy ill always love you and no matter what youll always be my best friend even if you hate me. it doesnt matter b/c i told you b4 you were my everything you were always the only friend i had who was there when i needed someone. and im not the greatest person trust me i know i just wish i could say sorry for everything that went wrong. and for your loss. I wish you all the luck with your baby and all else life tests you with. You will always be the one i think about when i remeber sadwich you were the only one *other then justin* who really tried to understand me and i wish i could have made you feel as good as you made me feel. and i still have all the pics from the party at the campground and i remember how much fun we had and i wish it was still like that with us. but maybe whatever i did was as terrible as it seemed. and i hope it was something i really did and not a rumor cause if a rumor could split us up then i dont know how anyone can keep friends and a worry about any thing anyone cares about b/c i know i never thought anything could come between us. but i was wrong i wish i wasnt but i was.

once agian R.I.P Nydia .V.